I guess the slate 
plats that led 
up to the house 
drew me away 
from myself 

Like water from 
the pool overflows 
unto the ceiling 
drowning fans 
and light bulbs 
too high to 
unscrew with hands 

The streets of New York
yellow plastic pop up welcome mats 
that shephed me on to restless cars 
without a word 

They cast
me away 
from myself 
beneath 
sewage 
waters
Dumbo
cobble stone 
sacrificial 
bridge builders 
with bursting 
veins 

When she strayed
far enough
inside metal 
frocks 
shadows become 
days
days become locked
away 
inside slow intenstine 
caverns 
places she could never 
touch inside herself 

Stethescope self 
x-ray machine required to see 
the real me 

Stamp my skin 
wrestle me 
through 
the crowded 
hallways 
of us